After all this time, we have four embryos being biopsied and frozen.
This is next! AHHHH THIS IS NEXT.
I am over the moon excited we have such a good chance of being parents now. We’re so close!
Now we just have to wait for our pgt results and my body to rest to get ready for pregnancy.
From 21 eggs, we had 16 mature eggs, and 9 fertilized normally, and by day 5/6 we got four embryos growing properly enough to be PGT tested.
We haven’t completely decided quite yet because we will discuss the plans with our doctor and nurse, but we’re really hoping we can do two embryos at once this first egg transfer in mid-August. I don’t mind twins, though I know the goal is one healthy pregnancy at a time and multiples make it risky. But we also have to wait to see if our embryos have all the chromosomes they’re supposed to for a viable pregnancy. So our number of embryos could be smaller in about two weeks. I’m really hoping we continue receiving good news on our little ones.
Today is day 5 of injections for stimulating my ovaries to grow as many follicles as possible for my body. I’m trying to stay hopeful while also trying not to think too much about what I can’t see right now. That part is going okay, I think.
This is just some of the injections and supplies. I have a whole pharmacy in my bathroom!
Tomorrow we start counting follicles and measuring their size. So the doctor can start figuring out how many eggs they can get.
Every night when my spouse helps me with the injections, I am still amazed that this is actually happening for us, that we are actually getting so much closer to starting our family.
I’m taking each day at a time, trying to fill each day with something enjoyable. We have just about a week left before the big retrieval day. Already! I’m so nervous but I’m doing everything I can to be as healthy and ready as possible.
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Winter the kitten-cat modeling my bujo supplies.
Since I have been journaling for a while, I have accumulated some really cool things for making bullet journaling more fun for me. However, all you really need is a notebook and a pen. It doesn’t even have to be a dot grid notebook. My very first dot grid bullet journal was from Peter Pauper Press because I wasn’t sure if I would like bullet journaling and it was only $10 on Amazon. IF you want to test the waters on bullet journaling and don’t want to break the bank, I found another dot grid journal for only $8.09. I bought one for a friend who wanted to try it out recently, and it’s a great starter journal.
My red vegan leather sleeve and “starry night” insert! I’m so excited to use it!
My favorite A5 dot grid journal brand is Scribbles that Matter. The doodles are just adorable on the inside cover pages. I also love the fact that they have two bookmarks, a back pocket, and a pen loop. I’ve gone through three A5 Pro Versions of the dot grid journals. This company is always listening to its customer base and has come up with some amazing products. Recently, they have made vegan leather sleeves and inserts so you can choose your favorite color sleeve and change out inserts when you finish a journal. I LOVE this option for bullet journaling because the leather sleeve will last a while. I just got myself a red sleeve and the “starry night” insert. Get ready for JUNE 2020, because that’s when I start the next journal with BLACK PAGES (I go from June to May because I teach and it is a lot easier to organize my life around the school year rather than starting in January). I remember friends in middle school who used black paper notebooks with creamy gel pens and it just means so much to me to be able to let out my inner tween in bullet journaling. I only have three white gel pens for my black journal currently, but I definitely intend to get a few more things for black journals. Looking forward to showing you guys!
I really love having straight lines, and my favorite thing for straight lines are Jayden’sApple metal stencils on Etsy. They’re sturdy, practical, and versatile. I have the starter pack with a lined stencil for those terrible habit tracker things (habit trackers aren’t that bad I just have anxiety and perfectionism issues), a stencil with basic shapes (circles, triangles, angles for banners or drawing tags, hearts, leaves, etc.), and a circular stencil for mood trackers. The best part about these stencils is that all three of them will fit nicely in the back pocket area of my bullet journal.
For the white page notebooks, any pen you choose will work. Because I am a sloppy person who hates smudges, the fine point Sharpie pens work for me most of the time. Plus, they fit really nicely in my journal’s pen loop. I love fine lines for cute details and to keep things looking crisp. I am in the market for grey fine line pens, because I tend to use black for writing and grey for big things like monthly spreads. I also really love having the Pilot Frixion pens because they erase, but the downside is they smudge if you’re me and are not patient. But you can erase that too no problem. My best friend LOVES her Frixion pens. For fine line color, I go for Staedler fineliners.
Hand-lettering is a whole thing for bullet journaling too. I have collected quite a few options. Tombow dualbrush pens are nice, but also a little bulky and thick for day to day lettering like for a weekly spread. I only have the brights set, but I think if I were to do it over I’d go for pastel ones, which would be really nice for highlighting and shadowing. The best brush pens in my opinion are the Kuretake Watercolor brush pens. For me, they are easier to control size because the brush tip is more flexible, like an actual watercolor brush. I have the set of 24, but they have larger packs if you’re really into all the colors. My absolute favorite from Tombow is their Fudenosuke Brush Pens. They are a nice, rich black, and they do a beautiful job of dainty hand-lettering. Being patient with them is important, but they are so nice I can wait for them to dry a bit. Sometimes. I also use Crayola Supertips because they are extremely versatile. I have the pack of 100. I numbered every single pen by wrapping the cap in a little washi tape AND made a key on my test page because Supertips don’t have their color names on the markers (WHY) and I needed to know which marker was which color. Yes, I am extra.
My Crayola Supertips key is necessary!
For days when I just can’t be bothered to be cute and creative, there is washi tape. Washi tape is awesome. It’s pretty much the same everywhere for washi tape so I don’t have specific recommendations. Get a few packs of colors and patterns that speak to you and you’ll be set. I have a whole washi tape organizer full of washi tapes that I had to get because they were my aesthetic (meaning I saw they had pineapples, florals, and cuteness). I will not buy any more washi tape until there is space for it in my organizer (from Hobby Lobby). I promise, hubby.
Now, there’s something else I have to mention that I really love for my journal. A book sleeve for bullet journals. I have an “Indie-sized” floral one from bookbeau (as you can see my cat model for me in the first photo). Because I tend to bring my bullet journal everywhere with me, having a protective sleeve on it really helps it stay nice and neat, protecting it from whatever craziness is happening inside the bag. I’ve had a pen explode in my bag and it ruined the cover of my last bullet journal just days before my bookbeau sleeve arrived. My heart still hurts to think about it. Anyway, bookbeau has a lot of options in patterns and cute things, and there is also a cute store on Etsy called PagesRemembered that has more options for sleeves. I don’t think the vegan leather journal I bought will fit my Indie-sized bookbeau sleeve, so I may have to get a bigger one (and I saw one that has cats and books so….. I need that one).
These were all my bujo favorites so far. I’m working on keeping my bullet journal Instagram @babblesandbrainsbujo updated with my latest spreads. Hope to see you there!